Saturday, May 31, 2008

Friday, May 30, 2008

Went to Vivocity 4 Guan's b4 NS farewell dinner todae. Time really flies.. The last time i rmb we had this kind of dinner was like last yr for Shannon at Breko. Now like blink eye liddat Guan goin in alrdy.. Soon will be my turn.. Lol no doubt sianz. Its like countin down to the days tat i won be able to see her liaoz liddat.... =/ Haiz.

Had our dinner buffet at Dragon Gate. Lol the last time we came here to eat was i tink for Shannon's bdae. Food was quite nice i guess. Didnt really eat much though at the start coz bendan sounded so weird on the sms-es.. Thought sumthin happened n was really worried =/ Well heng it was a buffet.. can keep order n order like no tml.. If nt i tink my money like use to go there pay to drink tea one.. N the tea isnt exactly bery nice. Lol.


After dinner.. Went over to Mac to buy ice-cream b4 goin over to the Sky Park to slack n chill.

Tok cork sing song 4 awhile thn we went hm. 40 more days to NS... Haiz.



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Bendan, Rmb last time we use to share every little thin wif each other ? Like i always say.. We no need pai say wif each other de rite ? Lol. If euu r unhappy wif anithin.. Euu can juz tell me. Euu say euu r tired to always be the one to make ppl happy.. Well, Thn let me be the person to make euu happy. Anithin tat can make euu happier or help make ur mood better.. If i can do it.. I will. Even if i cant do it.. I will still try. Euu always tell me say le i also won understand.. But euu nv say hw can i understand rite ? My understandin skill quite zai de.. But of coz there are times im juz too dumb to know n understand certain thins. Im sry if i ask too many questions, Or sumtimes juz say too much thins or being kinda long-winded.. But its really juz because im too concerned about euu n i really didnt mean it to make u fan.

对不起.. 对不起.. 对不起.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Monday, May 26, 2008

Sibei song arhz ~ Finally passed my FTT. Im 1 step closer to drivin a car nw.. Lol. Mayb after i get my license, Even though i am in army.. Chances of me meetin bendan out will be higher. Well hopefully tats the case =/

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Friday, May 23, 2008

Mahjiong session wif bendan n Kai Xin n Chia Ming todae. Was really happy tat thins seem to be alright again with bendan n me.. Been kinda worried tat she would mind bout what i said to her on my bdae.. Super glad tat we r still the same :)

Met her at JP n we went to have lunch b4 cumin to my hse 4 mj session. Lmao was really fun. Bendan kept makin mistakes thn xia suay herself.. Dun noe what to say bout her alrdy.. Haha. Kai Li n Chee Mun came over as well at nite.. It was like a mini gatherin 4 bendan i guess.. Lol.

After mj.. We went over to JE to watch a movie call CongKak. It was suppose to be a horror movie but i nearly fell asleep at the beginnin coz i couldnt understand anithin the ppl were sayin n it was like hypnotizin me to slp. But after awhile thins gt abit more interestin.. though sum parts makes me kinda dulanz n irritated like the ah ma cryin n sum stupid lisa lisa chants -.-|| After tat we went to slack n chill. Kai Xin went off firz coz she was tired n since bendan was kinda hungry.. Jio-ed her to go eat nasi lemak. Damn the "baby" spittin saliva on the nasi lemak ok.. Lol.

Went home after tat. Kinda miss those days wen bendan n me would walk from my hse to jp or from jp to my hse.. Sure brins back sum memories....

If only bendan n me can be like this everydae..... I would hav nth more to ask 4...


Saturday, May 24, 2008

Had our primary school class chalet todae. Was super tired after i slept at 7+ in the mornin yesterday. Wanted to go to the chalet later on after i hav enough slp but decided to meet them n go together. Special guest appearance by Reuben, He Xiang n Derek this time. Nt bad.. each time we gather.. the more ppl appear. Although a few regulars like Alicia n Hui Yi couldnt make it.. If nt it would surely be a record nw as by far the most number of ppl attendin a gatherin.

Went over to Parkway Parade to hav our lunch at LJS firz b4 walkin over to East Coast Island Resort. The room was kinda small.. Had expected it to be bigger.. The moment i step inside i knew it was good game.. Todae no need slp alrdy.. sure no space.

Started our BBQ at ard 6.30. Even our teachers Bryan Chang n 陈老师 came. Haha was kinda surprisin. BBQ food was really nice.. especially the honey chicken wings.. no doubt the best chicken wings i hav eaten among all the chalets. Credits to our number 1 chef Uncle Reuben 4 the peng-in.


After our BBQ.. played a few rounds of Dai Dee b4 we decided to go out to walk around. Derek borrowed his fren's lorry so tat we can all sit at the back. Went to a pier at Marina South i tink which was suggested by Grace who was tellin us tat it will be a great place to brin our future girlfrens or boyfrens to go datin. Well, It ended wif the 2nd floor closed n we had to walk back to the lorry in disappointment n decide 4 another location.

So after a long discussion, we finally decided to head to Changi Airport.



Head back to chalet. A few of us went 4 breakfast at mac n after tat went back to slacked n tok cork sing song to pass time. Lol, funny memories of primary school. Time really flies.. We were all so young back thn n b4 we noe it.. we are alrdy hittin the 20s. Old liao old liao -.-

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Met up wif Qiu todae. She was gonna pass me my bdae present n since she had no plans 4 the day.. We decided to go to underwater world together since it has been a long long time since I last went there. The last time that I went there was like primary school ? Lol.

Met her at JP taxi stand n we took a cab dwn to Sentosa. It was VERY crowded there.. Bought our tickets n thn we went in. Haha it was kinda a refreshin experience. Underwater world seem to hav changed quite abit since the last time I went there.












After tat.. Qiu n I were tinkin whether to check out the Dolphin Lagoon but decided to forget bout it since we will hav to wait for like 1 hr for the dolphin event to start at 5. Wanted to psycho her to go to the fish reflexology wif me but sadly her leg had blisters coz of her shoes. Mayb i should get her a new pair of shoes 4 her bdae.. Hmm..... Jio-ed her to go sentosa again durin June to check out the many other attractions but i tink most likely will be scammed alrdy =x

Took the red line bus to the cable car. The last time I took the cable car was also primary school n it was kinda fun to be able to sit in it again. Haha.





Went to Vivo for sum shoppin ard.. Qiu wanted to go n shop 4 sum notebks.. Sum new weird hobby of hers.. Collectin notebks.. Lol. No doubt she is a special person =x Headed to the Pets Lovers centre to check out the stuffs there. Super temptin lahz! Im seriously gonna get myself a dog after im out from NS. Had our dinner at the basement hotdog place n we slacked n chatted awhile as she was gonna met her fren at AMK hub later on.

Kiat called me as I was about to go hm n jio-ed me 4 mj but need last ka. Called up James n he was ok wif it so we went over to Kiat's hse 4 mj session. In the end lose again -.-" Dua bai James n me lose one dun noe y. I tink our auras clashes wif each other. Always go Kiat hse no lose one lehz but this time round lost bout $15 i tink. Heartpain arh ~

Really happy to like FINALLY met up wif her.. Been kinda moody this few days but i feel alot better nw after todae :)

Will learn to take thins as it is. I mean, I shouldnt be sum1 who is goin to add on to her troubles or problems.. I should be sum1 who can cheer her up.. Hear her tok bout her troubles.. Help her wif any problems she has.. Listen to her. Tats all i can do nw i guess.. Afterall.. who am i to ask 4 anithin from her ? Lol.

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008

"Happy birthday. Stay happy wherever euu go. Dun giv urself too much stress abt other tink."

Yeas yeas watever. Ask me to stay happy wherever i go.. wen the only reason n person tat can make me happy is her. Ask me to dun giv myself too much stress.. wen theres nth i can stress about other thn her nt being able to pei me or be wif me or tok to me.

Was really sad n emo todae. It was juz a super depressin day. She would rather pei her fren Kai Xin who she can see anytime anyday n yet she wont even wan to spare me 5 mins of her time. Lol. I mean i am in no position to ask 4 anithin from her.. But its juz sad. Felt kinda dulanz. She said she promised her mum to go to her ah ma hse.. end up she could juz break her promise liddat 4 Kai Xin to go supper wif her.

5 mins. Its juz 5 mins. Is it too much to ask 4 ? Its nt like Norris booked out todae so she cant meet me. She knew it would mean alot to me if she could pei me even 4 awhile todae.. But well she juz didnt giv a damn.

Watever. Lol. Im in no position to say anithin. Not like i mean anithin to her anyway.

Met Cpk to eat Crystal Jade at JP. Kinda cheered me up a little. Juz wanna tell them thnx alot coz the meet up really meant alot to me todae. They keep cheerin me up n tellin me to stay happy n move on. Unexpected guest appearance by dearest fat Jan. She looks so different la. Lol. I was like.. "Wth hw she becum so thin!" wen i saw her. Mum n Kenneth left coz there were sum probs... Hope everythin will be fine n any misunderstandin will be cleared soon.....



After tat.. Went to watch "What Happened In Vegas" wif my pri sch frens. A pretty interestin movie. But well.. its juz a movie n such thins won ever happen in reality.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Friends are better than lovers ?

Sumthin im gonna hav to drill into my head. I juz dun hav the luck wif luv. I guess its juz sumthin im nt meant to hav.. Haiz.

Went over to James hse for mahjiong session wif bendan n Kai Xin todae. Played from 3+ to ard 7+ thn went over to JP for dinner at Mos Burger. Nw thn i realize y i keep losin ALWAYS whenever I go to his hse to play. Coz i walk under those freakin clothes. Bendan told me tat it brins bad luck n thn i realize like quite true arhz.. No wonder everytime go lose lahz.. Thn go Kiat hse nv lose.. I swear im gonna walk the normal WALKING PATH nxt time.. NO more shortcuts 4 me.

Slacked n chit chatted besides JP ard the playground until 11+.. Was kinda moody coz well.. I knew bendan wont be able to accompany me 4 my birthday coz he was cumin out. Lol. Funny hw shes the only one who could make me smile.. make me happy.. But shes also the only person who can make me sad. Hw ironic. Haiz. Kai Xin took a cab hm n shortly after bendan's 198 came so she went hm as while.

She called me on the way n asked me y i looked so sad. Lol. I have no idea hw to tell her. I mean.. She should noe exactly hw i feel.. But at the same time she doesnt seem to know anythin. But well if i say it out.. It will only stress her i guess or the worst case.. She will probably ignore me. I hav always felt tat theres nth to celebrate about for my birthday.. I dun like my life at all. I wish it could end rite away. Theres nth here to hold on to. This time.. It only felt even worse. Haha.. Well.. At least she sang me a birthday song over on the fone.......... Haiz.

This feelin sux to the max.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Went out wif bendan n her fren Kai Xin yst. I was quite surprised to like be able to go out wif her.. but anyway it was just nice being able to see her, stand by her side... hear her voice again :)

Was gonna go out n meet her wen i saw Qiu's msn. She seemed troubled. Asked her what happen n after hearin.. I was like quite sad 4 her. She seems to be goin through quite alot of thins in her life.. Really wanted to do sumthin to kinda like cheer her up or make her mood better but couldnt tink of any ways. Well, hope she will be alrite..

Met bendan at her MRT station. Like firz time go out wif her is i wait 4 her one.. Haha.. She always tends to last min suddenly tell me reachin sumwhere alrdy thn i like unprepared.. -.-|| Stupid her. Lol.

Went Vivocity after tat.. Met up wif Kai Xin n we went to eat LJS. After tat.. Window shopped for awhile.. She keeps askin me i sianz anot coz they were like shoppin girls stuff n i was alone. But can see her hw to sianz ? I was like more thn happy la. Lol. After tat, sat at sumwhere for awhile to rest n to tink of where to go, decided to head to IMM to eat Ichiban Sushi. The MRT was like crowded as usual, played a brain age test game wif her NDSL n my score was like 43 n hers was 20 !? Omg wth! Lol. I suspect gt secret behind the game one juz i dun noe only =x Ichiban was kinda crowded.. waited 4 awhile 4 our turn, Bendan ordered a Salmon katsudon i tink which we like waited for almost 30 mins ? See she like hungry canot eat abit heart pain la =/

Went Kbox after tat.. Firz time go sing wif her.. She sing like nice lehz. Haha, i keep wan secretly record her singin but tio exposed. Gans. So after tat I ask her sing her "主题曲" Jolin's 倒带 so tat i can record 1 full sing swee swee. She sing sibei gt feel seh.. still will close eye thn hold her hand to her ear one.. Haha. Nw wan hear her voice can juz play the recordin liaoz although its kinda nt bery clear.. But its better thn nth :)

Kai Xin went off firz wif her cousin n gf.. left me n bendan there so we like sing out heart out lorz since no ppl =x I realize i nv really sing b4 la.. after yst thn i realize singin is so tirin.. Haha.

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