Sunday, December 28, 2008

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Outing with secondary 1 and 2 peeps today. Not really that into it.. But oh well can go there meet up with love and ugly.

Went for driving first after like 2 months of not going the lessons.. Lucky i am still not very rusty. Shall book my TP after i get posted out.. Hopefully by next month. Then i'm gonna start learning bike also. Time and money please come to me ~

Met up with Pao and Ryan first and he drove us to bugis. Waited there for Vanei to come before we went off first to get her Panasonic Lumix at Sim Lim. 345902 years then can meet her one. Was kinda hestitating to go to the outing after that cause the 2 of us like not shou with many people.. But in the end decided to go there anyway to say hi to Chan and wait for Jan as well.

After Jan came.. Pao drove us to town and the 3 of us went to eat Shokudo at Heerens. Cai came and meet us also. Sat there and talk from noon until night. Lol. Food there was pretty nice and we were all full like full moon. I didn't know they had so many "affairs" and shameful acts during secondary school. And stewardess life is no doubt happening. Jan and i are gonna join SIA after she graduates and i ORD. Hahaha.

After dinner.. Vanei went off to club, Cai went home, Jan and I went to meet up with Cpk to go sentosa. Chilled there and we modelled like modellers as usual. Went home around 2+.



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I need to do more meaningful things, Stop being as dumb as dumbo, Find some meaning and set a goal in life.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Friday, December 26, 2008

Finally got to watch Twilight with Qiu :)

Expected the show to be nicer though.. Im so gonna get the books to read now. Maybe when i need to book in to kill time in camp. Its funny that they wanted to have sex but can't. Pretty sweet show.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Christmas eve/Jan's bdae celebration today at ECP with Cpk :)

Met Qiu at suntec first cause i asked her to help me with something.... Well, I guess everything is over and of the past now. Whats the point in staying by someone's side who doesn't care about you at all ? I gonna be a changed person :) Walked around Suntec and Marina for awhile.. Wanted to watch the movie Twilight but i was kinda rushing for time to go to ECP.. So we said to watch on Friday.

Took a cab over to ECP after that.. Weather today was bad -.- But it was an experience to bbq in the rain. Lol. Janice came over later on in the night and we all had photo taking sessions, Endurance competitions. Skillful jumpers and models. Much fun and laughter :D

Headed to Changi Airport after that to have our late supper/breakfast at Swensons. We were all shagged like shaggers. My eyes can't help but close themselves. Reached home around 6 am.

New year.. New start. I'm so gonna put all my unhappiness away and try out new options :)



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It takes time to forget someone very special and important to you.. But sometimes, we really have to move on and face the fact, That certain chapters of our lives should really be closed forever.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Happy birthday to dear Janice :)

From sec 1 round and fat and ugly.. To the now abit less round and abit less fat and abit less ugly her.

Still, Love her as deep as ocean.

Monday, December 22, 2008

We are going to the zoo, zoo, zoo ~
How about you, you, you ?
You can come too, too, too ~
We are going to the zoo, zoo, zoo ~

Apparently people who have 童年 one in Singapore will most likely hear this nursery song before.. But today is like the first time i'm hearing it from dear Janice and Yingwen.. which is like -.-"

Zoo today with Cpk to kinda celebrate Jan's birthday. The last time i went there was like...... primary school ? Everything there is like so new to me now. Met Alvin, Yingwen, Andy, Kokyan and Jeslin to go there first and we decided to go and try the Kenko fish reflexology while waiting for the rest. Haha, Pretty nice and shoik feeling :) I think my leg is so damn smooth and clean now after the fish spa.

Janice, Kenneth, May, Juncheng and Ziying reached shortly afterwards and we went to buy tickets. Went to KFC first to fill our grumbling stomachs before going in. I think i really deserve to be slapped, punched and kicked.. -.-

Been awhile since i last travel such long distances. My legs were like tofu at the end of our zoo trip. Haha. Saw soo many animals. Place was kinda filled with people though and i wonder why. So many people never come zoo before meh cannot be what =/

Decided to go Changi to have our dinner after zoo. Food was great.. though the portion was abit too small. And my stomach isn't feeling very good now cause of the mixture drink of chilli, soya souce, chicken sauce, fish sauce and yam..... Roars.

While we were on our way back to Jurong.. Saw this terrible chain accident. One of the worst i have seen. A cab was actually lying on top of another car and there were like 5 or 6 cars involved. Hope all the drivers are safe. Haiz life ~



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You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

"Yes Man" at Marina today. Pretty nice and funny show. For that short 104 minutes i actually really forgotten all those troubled thoughts i have cause i kept laughing and laughing.. Haha. Kinda aspired now to be like Jim Carrey in the show to try out things.

I guess laughter is the best medicine for me now.

And thanks to dear Janice i am now updated with the latest social technology call Facebook. Friendster is like -.- compared with it. Seeing all the pictures of some friends.. their looks have really changed.. and i wonder why i'm like still about the same -.-||

Then again, Nowadays people change face like change clothes.

Still thinking.. and thinking...... and thinking. Should i or should i not. Give or not to give. Although i know it doesn't really matter anyway in the end.. But its just something i gotta settle ?

Its heartbreaking when you know that you don't mean a single thing at all, not even a tiny little bit.

Can only hope that i won't back away on wednesday if Qiu can accompany me to go.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Walking around town.. Walking around JP.. Seeing those couples being so sweet and happy with each other, Damn envy. Wonder why can't i be like them.

Gonna go library or bookstores to find my Twilight books.. Seems nice. 1 week block leave coming soon also......

Tze enlightened me on something today, It seems i got the misconception that sugar can make yourself more happy. Brought alot of sweets and chocolates to bring inside camp to eat so that i won't be so depressed.. And then Tze told me that all these tibits actually makes you sugar high and you will think alot. Thats why when people want to sleep.. They avoid eating all those sweet stuffs.

How i wish this is just a nightmare and i can just wake up and everything is just as normal. Trying my very best to smile and not think so much........

Booking in has never been so hard before. Zzz.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

一场欢喜.. 一场空..

一场游戏.. 一场梦..

And I'm left hanging in the middle of nowhere with absolutely no idea what happened. What more can i say.

Guess i can only drink myself to sleep. Amazing world. Lol.

Me