Wednesday, October 29, 2008

笨蛋,

Finally, I know what to do and how to think already :)

Hope.. Faith.. And believing in the future.

Remember the promise.

And i will be waiting.

If you need somebody... 你知道我一定都会在... 不会走开 :)

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Random thoughts.

Don't let someone become a priority in your life when you are just an option in their life.

I wonder...................

And i guess i need to set some targets and goals of my own so that i have some other things that i can work towards for.

Time to make a change and difference instead of my everyday walk 1 step see 1 step heck care way of life..

Cause i wanna be someone you can depend upon and lean on always.



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爱是付出而不是占有..
爱是关心而不是操心..
爱是放手而不是紧握..
爱是在乎而不是敷衍..
爱是宽容而不是強求..
爱是包容而不是责备..
爱是呵护而不是伤害..

:)

I'd give anything and everything just to have you here with me.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Finally you have seen his true color and realize your one great life mistake :)

But well just when i thought everything will be going more smoothly after everything is really over...... Apparently things just won't ever go the way i expect it to be. Who knows how long i will still have to continue waiting... Haha. It seems almost hopeless i should say.

What will happen.. will happen i guess ? Maybe its really pointless, Judging from the looks of it..... Then again.. Maybe not........

Haiz. I need to stop thinking about things. It makes me look emo, look bored, look dead, not wanting to talk, basically almost like a walking zombie. I seriously need to stop being so easily emotionally affected =/ Fuck it.

If you can be strong.. How can i not be stronger right ?



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日久见人心.. Time will tell whose heart is true.

I don't know about all those chasing you now.. Or your friends.. But at least i can honestly say my heart has been true all these while ever since the day we knew each other.. And you should know the best.

Let me be your sunshine...?

Haiz..

Sunday, October 5, 2008

如果你不爱一个人了.. 请放手.. 好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你.. 请放开自己.. 好让自己爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你..

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃..

Despite knowing most likely it will probably just be the same as what happened last time.. I still want to hold on to that little hope that everything will finally end.. for real.. for once.

Can't believe how fake some people can be. Treating someone nice when they like it.. Throwing someone aside as they feel like.. Telling lies to someone without feeling any remorse at all and still able to act normally.

And then again.. Some people just have to be so innocent and believe everything. Aren't you tired of it all ? Don't you have enough already ?

What i said last time...

No matter how, A shattered mirror will always have the traces of cracks.. Sometimes its better to find a new mirror instead of trying to piece back the shattered pieces and hurting yourself.

I wonder if everything continues again.. What will happen in future.



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If its about doting you, I can do a 100 times better.

If its being afraid of loneliness, Haven't i always been there ?

If its being used to everything already, Isn't this is the best chance to start forgetting and letting go instead of holding on ?

Yups, I am praying soo hard that you can make the right choice for once please.

Having say all these though...... I guess you and i both know roughly what the end result is gonna be already right...

Still.. Can you really think about giving yourself, giving me, giving that person all a chance ? Whether its being single, being together, or being apart.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

天空下着雨
我从背后望着你
就这样走出我的生命

曾经的承诺
只像雨里的彩虹
我受伤的心真的好痛

为什么受伤的总是我
到底我是做错了什么
我的真情难道说你不懂
为什么受伤的总是我
如何才能找到我的梦
有一天有一个她真心爱我

Uber emo song.



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Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see them smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over them to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours. =|

Friday, October 3, 2008

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress.

It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no farther. So the man decided to help the butterfly,he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. That the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were nature's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If we went through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be so strong as what we could have been. And we could never fly.

So have a nice day and struggle a little. When you are under pressure and stress, remember that you are a better person after you have gone through it.

The key to happiness is not that you never get upset, irritated or frustrated. It's how quickly you snap out of it.

Me