Sunday, August 30, 2009

Happy 21st birthday to Andy!

Saturady, August 29, 2009

Went Marche to have dinner with the rest of CPK at Vivocity before we headed towards St James today. Which was a really rare occasion where everyone was present to go club. Haha. Alvin, Yingwen, Kenneth, May, Andy, Jeslin, Janice, Alex, Kokyan. Sad to say though.. It will probably be the one and only time :( Nevertheless, It was truly a day to remember :)

Reminiscing about the past.....

Before going up to Marche, For some reason i just suddenly thought of her.. I knew that she changed job already but i just didn't know whats she working as now. Then i remembered her telling me about her cousin before.. And i had to find trouble for myself by following my intuition and going to the shop to see if base of what i know of her.. whether shes there.

I think i saw her but didn't quite have the courage to go in and confirm. Lol. No matter what i say, I guess if theres anything in my life to regret.... It will be choosing the poly path instead of JC and also totally messing up my friendship with her just because i was too dependant on my friends.

Am always saying that i had moved on and i have forgotten about her.. But after "supposingly" seeing her in person again, I hate to admit it but some of the feelings can never be erased.. If theres anything to wish for right now, It will be that the 2 of us still can be like the past now that my feelings and thinking have changed.......

Met up with CPK later on at Marche and thankfully, My mood got better :)

I am clubbing and drinking every week recently and its time to have some self control. ROARS.



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If only i could turn back time.....

Saturday, August 15, 2009

For some reason i woke up suddenly in the middle of the afternoon remembering that Andy told me that i need to have some goals in my life. Which was really weird cause it happened so randomly for no reason at all.

Hmm i truely need to plan abit more about my own life. Set some goals and targets for the future and not just for the period when im in NS.

Looking back i really regret not working at all in the past -.- IT fairs and events is like wth jobs. Oh well whats past is past and whats done is done.

ROARS and now its book in again lo ~



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If you love someone.. give them the option to leave, but never give them a reason to.

Friday, August 14, 2009

Been like clubbing and drinking every week ever since the confinement period ended and going with Ugly to Phuture. Kinda into it now. Haha.

I guess this is what life should be about ? Lol. Do what you wanna do.. Enjoy and hang out with your friends.. Live life to the fullest and not worry about irrelevant matters.

Now i'm just afraid i might burn a hole in my pocket. Lol.

ROARS ! 38 weeks to go !

Me