Sunday, May 31, 2009

Time seems to pass faster nowadays. Should i be glad or disappointed ? When you are inside.. You wanna get out.. But when you are finally outside.. You miss the times you are in. Just like how people can want something so badly but when they have it.. They don't cherish it.

When all this is over.. I think i will really miss the times when i don't have to worry about every meal.. What to do everyday.. How to spend my money wisely so that i have enough to spend.. Who to find to have gym sessions together.......... I guess there will be many things i will miss although its hard to believe. ROARS.

342 more days to go ~

TP coming soon also. So far my driving learning path has been pretty smooth.. Passing BTT and FTT on my first try.. Hope TP will be the same and then its one achievement down !



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我曾经爱过你.. 爱情也许在我的心里还没有完全消失.. 但愿它不会再打扰你.. 我也不想再令你生气伤心.

我曾经默默无语.. 毫无指望地爱过你.. 我既忍受着羞层又忍受着嫉妒的折磨.. 无怨无悔地爱着你.

我曾经那样真诚.. 那样温柔地爱过你.. 但愿上帝保佑你.. 另一个人也会象我一样爱你.

Just something meaningful :)

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Saturady, May 16, 2009

Happy 21st birthday to myself ~

Had an early celebration with Cpk at Vivocity last week cause some are going overseas :( Alvin, Yingwen, Kenneth and May are all at Genting now. Could have gone with them.. But damn i had to lose my camp pass. 1 year 365 days must choose the period that they going overseas -.-

Went out with ZZO to have dinner at Dragon Gate. Was very shocked that Spencer, Dom, Ching Hui and Shannon actually turned up. I thought they all had events planned ahead already. Lol. It was a really nice surprise.

After that went to meet Ugly with her friends at Yishun to watch Angels and Demon. Know her 9 years already and this is like the first time she is celebrating with me <3 We were supposingly going over to Janice's house to play MJ after the movie but the timing was delayed due to unforeseen circumstances. Was abit de stress over it cause the one thing i hate most is to have friends being angry with me. I was expecting Jan to scream and shout at me but surprisingly she didn't. I think people in love are more gentle. The her last time will scold me until i bo chun. Damn terrifying la. Hahaha.

Roars. Getting older and older. Growing up is no fun at all :(



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Because even when you are not sure where you are headed, It helps to know you are not going there alone. No one has all the answers.. And sometimes the best we can do is just apologize and let the past be the past. Other times, We need to look to the future and know even when we think we've seen it all, Life can still surprise us and we can still surprise ourselves.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

After 1 month of heaven...... Its back to hell again -.- Why must my camp be back so soon ~

Haiz. Oh well.. Life seems to be getting easier. PSPs are allowed now.. And theres probably more chance to slack since Yi Chen is back with us.

This month seems to be a bad month. Friends are having relationship problems one after another. Hope everything will turn out ok.

I guess 1 thing good about being over relationship issues and being single is that you won't have such heartaching problems and you won't be so mentally stressed up. Well.. Both sides have its plus and minus points.

364 more days to go :)

Me