Thursday, November 26, 2009

Am very annoyed that my ORD goal can't be achieved now cause i'm spending money non-stop. I need to like work some event jobs to earn some extra income despite being half paralyzed !! ROARS.



Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Happy 21st birthday to Kenneth! He has been going through alot lately.. Hope everything will get better for him.



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When I fall in love.. It will be forever or I'll never fall in love.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Sometimes its hard to see the lines we have drawn until we cross them. But thats when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and give us something to hold on to. Then there are the clearly marked lines, the ones that if you dare cross.. you may never find your way back.

A meaningful phrase. Something to think about. Gossip Girl is loves.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Happy 21st birthday to my dearest Ugly !! :)

Finally had my back operation done on 16 November. Was kinda successful i guess ? Totally didn't know what happened. The last thing i remember before i died was the nurse giving me some oxygen mask to wear and thats about it. Needs to be very amazed. I wouldn't even know it if i really die inside the operating theatre. But it would really have been a blessing to just go off this way.. No pain, No nothing. Before you know it, you are either in heaven or in hell already.

Was really bored at hospital. Food was crap.. No privacy, Everything just didn't seem well. Luckily Alvin, YingWen, Andy, Jeslin, Janice, mother, Edmund, QiuHui visited me for the time when i was hospitalized. Even bendan came down :) Totally a surprise cause i thought she wouldn't be coming down. Ugly called me up to chat with me until i fell asleep as well. Need to love her for that because i was feeling like shit, damn emo and couldn't sleep before that. Lol.

Heard that we supposingly can see some meteor shower from 2 am to 5 am today.. But unfortunately i was in no condition to go and see. Needs to be annoyed -.-

Now i totally feel like crap. Everything i do seems to be painful. Damnit.



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Never say give up when you are not willing to let go :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Met up with Ugly today for dinner and to get her birthday present. Went NUH first to be some test subject in a project they are doing. They actually pay me $40 to be the test subject everytime and i only just need to lie down there. Lol. Drove to Changi later on to pick Ugly up. Totally got lost on my way and had no idea where i was going but somehow i still managed to reach her place.

Went town after that and we got lost yet again. Can't believe just how much of a directional idiot i am. Haha. The moment she gets on the phone or is sms-ing, I will go the wrong way. Met up with Jearlene n Kevin for dinner at Shokudo and then we went to get Ugly her present.

After that it was..

Driving around town for like 3-4 times cause we got lost AGAIN >>> Butter Factory >>> DBL O for the first time >>> Some thai disco at town >>> Geylang for dim sum >>> Home sweet home.

Totally a tired person. The day was all about getting lost and finding our way. Haha. Ugly i kinda did what i promised and totally drove you around ok!



Friday, November 13, 2009

Ugly's birthday chalet at Pasir Ris today. Went to get Janice her camera first before going over. Yesterday was all about getting lost.. and today was all about jamming and waiting. Met up with Cai and Angelia there and did some catching up. Can't believe Angelia is actually getting married soon and with her own house! Very very very envious.

Eat. Drink. Mahjiong. Ugly's SQ friends killed her in less then 20 minutes and she was totally gone. Hahaha.

Cabbed back to Jan's place for yet another MJ session with Kenneth, Mother, Edmund and Lunnie after that. Very very very tired.

Powerhouse tonight!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Friday, November 6, 2009

❤❤❤

And.............. I am left with 26 more weeks lo!



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Happiness is by choice, not by chance :)

Friday, November 6, 2009

A confused person i have become. I don't know what i am thinking.. or what do i actually want anymore. I question myself whether this decision is for the better or for the worse.. and i couldn't come up with an answer. Humans are no doubt greedy creatures. When they get something.. they will only ask for more and never be satisfied.

16 November. I pray that everything will go smoothly. Hoping for a long rest to come after that so i can have some actual time for myself.

And i need to remind myself to be in control of my emotions and thinking and look at life with a positive attitude everytime.



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Gotta accept the fact that somethings can never be the same again.

Me