Saturday, May 17, 2008
Friday, May 16, 2008"Happy birthday. Stay happy wherever euu go. Dun giv urself too much stress abt other tink."
Yeas yeas watever. Ask me to stay happy wherever i go.. wen the only reason n person tat can make me happy is her. Ask me to dun giv myself too much stress.. wen theres nth i can stress about other thn her nt being able to pei me or be wif me or tok to me.
Was really sad n emo todae. It was juz a super depressin day. She would rather pei her fren Kai Xin who she can see anytime anyday n yet she wont even wan to spare me 5 mins of her time. Lol. I mean i am in no position to ask 4 anithin from her.. But its juz sad. Felt kinda dulanz. She said she promised her mum to go to her ah ma hse.. end up she could juz break her promise liddat 4 Kai Xin to go supper wif her.
5 mins. Its juz 5 mins. Is it too much to ask 4 ? Its nt like Norris booked out todae so she cant meet me. She knew it would mean alot to me if she could pei me even 4 awhile todae.. But well she juz didnt giv a damn.
Watever. Lol. Im in no position to say anithin. Not like i mean anithin to her anyway.
Met Cpk to eat Crystal Jade at JP. Kinda cheered me up a little. Juz wanna tell them thnx alot coz the meet up really meant alot to me todae. They keep cheerin me up n tellin me to stay happy n move on. Unexpected guest appearance by dearest fat Jan. She looks so different la. Lol. I was like.. "Wth hw she becum so thin!" wen i saw her. Mum n Kenneth left coz there were sum probs... Hope everythin will be fine n any misunderstandin will be cleared soon.....
Was at staircase smokin.. Felt really sianz n emo. Asked fat to giv me 1 tight slap like I raped her mother but she refused!
Tried to forget bout the probs n cheered myself up. Fat Jan n me.
June thailand trip pls. I need sumwhere to really relax again.......
After tat.. Went to watch "What Happened In Vegas" wif my pri sch frens. A pretty interestin movie. But well.. its juz a movie n such thins won ever happen in reality.
nel.
3:06 AM
