Friday, June 27, 2008

12 days to NS. I realize everythin does happen 4 a reason. I guess fate knows me too well n tats y no matter what i do.. I will always be at square 1. Coz fate probably noes tat i wont make it in NS or i will probably hav a mental breakdwn should anithin happens.

Nw tat i tink of it.. I am kinda of relieved. I noe i wont be able to take it n i will most likely go crazy or kill myself.

Dreams of bendan.. The past memories.. Thins tat hav happened between us keeps appearin in my head nwadays.. Whether im awake or asleep.

All these will be kept inside my heart.. Time may make her forget everythin, But even after many years.. I wont forget the once happiest period of my life :)

Mayb sumdae thins will change.
Mayb sumdae we will nt be contactin each other anymore.
Mayb sumdae she will finally realize tat he isnt the one 4 her.
Mayb sumdae we will be better.

Mayb................. Well no1 noes what can happen in e future.

I guess i hav seen n understand euu more thn any1 else does coz of everythin tat has happened b4.. N no1 will treat euu like i do.

Euu may change, He may change, Ur frens may change.. Sure i may change.. But this part of me won change.. In e end no matter what happens.. As long as euu need me, I will still be there 4 euu as always.. Be it nw, Or years later.. For whatever reasons.. I will be there. I guess tats juz the person i am.. N tats hw important euu are to me no matter what euu do.

Me