Sunday, November 30, 2008

Saturday, November 29, 2008

I think i am poisoned too deeply already... And i need help curing the poison.

Expo Sitex with ZZO today. This has gotta be the worst IT fair i have been to ever. Can't find the Canon camera.. Razor booths, Sales assistant's attitude sucks to the core.. They look like they want to pick a fight rather than to promote something and the crowd is like 2 times the size of IT fairs at Suntec -.-"

Haiz, Now my house seems soo quiet with only me around. Feels kinda lonely.. Then again i can like do anything i want now. Hope everything is turning for the better over at Taiwan side.

Despite it all.. At the end of the day.. No one else can make me smile like you do.

Kinda looking forward to December 13.. Haha.

只要你开心.. 我也开心 :)

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Am getting tired.. So so tired......

Even though i kept telling myself to try to hang on.. But the load just seems to get heavier and heavier. 1 year 6 months more to go.. I wonder how much more can i actually take during this period of time.

I don't ever wanna regret anymore in my life.. I have regretted enough for alot of things in the past.. But making decisions and the mental strength to carry on doing it.. I simply can't make up and set my mind on it.

Fuck.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Saturday, November 22, 2008

East Coast Jumbo Seafood Restaurant to celebrate Kenneth's birthday today. Dear Janice, Jun Cheng and amazingly even Chin Kiat came. Went Ikea first with Alvin and Yingwen to shop for some stuffs and exchange items. Can't find my beanbag though =/ Damn my beanbag where are you ~ After walking through Ikea.. Theres like so many things i want to buy -.- Mattress.. Blanket.. Pillow.. Omg all so comfy and nice. Shall get them when i can spend more time at home.

Went East Coast after that to meet up with the rest. Food was pretty nice.. Took alot of photos. Jan's camera is like sooo nice to use. Damn i so wanna get 1 too. Lol.

Settler's Cafe at Holland V after that. Much fun and laughter :D

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Out with Cpk today :)

Bugis Crystal Jade Hong Kong Cafe..

Settlers Cafe at Holland V..

West Coast Mac.

Board games and card games can be really fun.. Lol. But well i think my reaction is really damn slow, And my brain is like only half functioning now -.- Probably due to lack of usage for so many years....... I guess i need to start warming it up soon before my brain gets too rusty. Hmm.. Maybe by learning guitar ?

Outfield from Monday to Tuesday, Wednesday, And then its judgment day Thursday. Please please.



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Life is so fragile. Makes you wonder.

It kinda sucks to know that when my time comes, I may have to die with lotsa regrets.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Friday, November 14, 2008

Fucked up to the max day. Du lanz to the max day. So what if its book out day. Doesn't seem like a good week with so many fucked up things happening. Gans. I guess some things just won't be the same anymore.

Sian. And i so wanna get some new things for my room.

Bean bag.
Blanket.
Mirror.
Computer table.
Closet.

Since things didn't really go as planned, I guess i can use the money for myself.



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We keep on hoping, for hopes bring us the joy that reality could not.

Haha, Fuck hope.

Me