Sunday, December 14, 2008
Walking around town.. Walking around JP.. Seeing those couples being so sweet and happy with each other, Damn envy. Wonder why can't i be like them.
Gonna go library or bookstores to find my Twilight books.. Seems nice. 1 week block leave coming soon also......
Tze enlightened me on something today, It seems i got the misconception that sugar can make yourself more happy. Brought alot of sweets and chocolates to bring inside camp to eat so that i won't be so depressed.. And then Tze told me that all these tibits actually makes you sugar high and you will think alot. Thats why when people want to sleep.. They avoid eating all those sweet stuffs.
How i wish this is just a nightmare and i can just wake up and everything is just as normal. Trying my very best to smile and not think so much........
Booking in has never been so hard before. Zzz.
nel.
6:14 PM