Sunday, August 30, 2009

Happy 21st birthday to Andy!

Saturady, August 29, 2009

Went Marche to have dinner with the rest of CPK at Vivocity before we headed towards St James today. Which was a really rare occasion where everyone was present to go club. Haha. Alvin, Yingwen, Kenneth, May, Andy, Jeslin, Janice, Alex, Kokyan. Sad to say though.. It will probably be the one and only time :( Nevertheless, It was truly a day to remember :)

Reminiscing about the past.....

Before going up to Marche, For some reason i just suddenly thought of her.. I knew that she changed job already but i just didn't know whats she working as now. Then i remembered her telling me about her cousin before.. And i had to find trouble for myself by following my intuition and going to the shop to see if base of what i know of her.. whether shes there.

I think i saw her but didn't quite have the courage to go in and confirm. Lol. No matter what i say, I guess if theres anything in my life to regret.... It will be choosing the poly path instead of JC and also totally messing up my friendship with her just because i was too dependant on my friends.

Am always saying that i had moved on and i have forgotten about her.. But after "supposingly" seeing her in person again, I hate to admit it but some of the feelings can never be erased.. If theres anything to wish for right now, It will be that the 2 of us still can be like the past now that my feelings and thinking have changed.......

Met up with CPK later on at Marche and thankfully, My mood got better :)

I am clubbing and drinking every week recently and its time to have some self control. ROARS.



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If only i could turn back time.....

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