Thursday, December 17, 2009
Suddenly i seem to have alot of things to think about. On MC until January 9 2010.. and after that i will only be left with 4 more months to my ORD date. Time seem to pass a little too fast for me now. What should i do after that ? Which path to take ?
SAT ?
Private As ?
Going to a private university ?
Find a job first ?
I still can't get myself to decide which path to take. Of course, Going to a private university would be the easiest and most convenient path to go... But that would mean not giving myself a chance to prove to others and myself whether i can actually do better. If i give myself 1 year though to take up SAT or A Levels while working, I may waste that 1 year away too with disappointing results. Are local universities that important to get into ? Is teaching actually the career that i want to take up in life ? Will i be able to sacrifice my own personal time, clubbing time and most importantly.. the time to meet up with friends to actually do well ?
Come to think of it.. I have hardly done anything for myself before. But this time its really all about me. Despite the fact that i kinda want to prove to someone that I'm actually a pretty smart person and someone who can be counted on.. I need to ask myself what is the actual path i wish to take.
"Find back yourself." Something Alvin said that really got me thinking. Confused person i am.
nel.
3:37 AM
