Monday, July 19, 2010
I think I really get distracted too easily. I seem to be able to only concentrate and focus on my goals temporarily for awhile but gradually I will lose that tempo and go back to the slacking and fuck it attitude.
I know I decided that I will be studying in SIT but honestly I am kinda disappointed in myself. Afterall this bridging course is more like a course to prepare and to test myself after slacking for so long. I didn't really expect that after the decision to go SIT, My attitude difference would be so great, Even failing my economics test.
So much for finding back myself. I am still in the same old fucking place.
I think I need to get a planner so that I can plan for every single thing in advance from now on.
Damnit. I really need to do something for myself for once. Come on focus focus focus.
nel.
2:35 AM